Friday, March 18, 2011

18.03.2011

One night, with 2 dreams
2 different dreams all about you and these 2 dreams make me feel warm and increasing my heartbeat
Damn~!
How come?!
Inside my heart deeply might hope the dreams are true!?
Or does it mention these are such an impossible!?
Option 2 having higher possibility lor.. =(
Even the dreams were passed 6 hours but while I recall back
My heart feel like wanna pop out
How could they are so real until I can feel the warm after I've woke up?
How could they are so real until I thought they were happened in first few seconds
But reality has pulled me back
And told me they are just my dreams and they will not be happened in my whole life
Such a complicated feeling
At first I feel so warm but at last I feel so hurt =(
Ouch~!
The first dream end up I've woke up by my sister at the midnight around 230am
I hardly fall asleep because of the dream
Like after half an hour even though I feel so sleepy
Second dream end up when I woke up by my mother this morning around 730am
I feel like wanna back to sleep to continue my dream again
But my alarm has wake me up no longer after that
I ever asked myself and my friends if I can stay inside my dream forever and never want to come out?
They all scolded me and told me how idiot is the action could be
No one can live inside his dream forever
Unless you make your dreams come true
And that's the only way
But can I make it?!
N.O.~!
I couldn't make it happened because of some reasons
Such a contradiction feeling
The reasons I mention aren't the reasons I couldn't make it happened
But its for me to escape to make it happened
How idiot am I?!
I've think that even its the end of the world now I still don't even want to tell him
I might regret with it?!
Maybe!?
I've lost my brave and tough
I'm no longer the original me
I've lost in somewhere in my heart
Can someone please save me from there? =(


~Vone I really wish and hope both of my dreams last night a.k.a this morning are true

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