宁静的夜晚

又是一个宁静的夜晚
我讨厌这样的夜晚
可是却又享受着这样的夜晚
我不喜欢宁静，会胡思乱想
可是却又不喜欢吵闹
矛盾的心情就连我自己都讨厌
越是难过听的每首歌都是伤心的
刚刚才跟某人说
【你的头脑小过你的身体，不要酱折磨它】
可是感觉我好像在说着我自己
小小脑袋瓜一直想
其实我不想去回想
可是就是控制不了
其实我不想回忆
可是记忆却跑来找我

其实你说的对
我很幸福很幸运
可以到那么远的地方实现我的梦想
不是每个人都可以做的到
所以我该放下我应该放下的东西
心情很down的时候幸好有你拉我一把
奇怪的是
就算我心情再怎么不好
跟你说话那些不好的心情好像一下子统统不见了
聊的全都是开心的话题
只有笑没有哭
很开心有你这个朋友 =)
我会珍惜这份友谊

Dear <3~
Dont need to worry about me but take good care of yourself yea..
I'll be alright soon and you'll see a new me =)
I'll try my best to forget the past and get my future
Give me some times to heal my wound
I know its not that fast but I'll try my best to
Thanks for advises and accompany when I need you
Thanks for the information
And they let me know more about reality and human
As he wish, I could never believe any bullshit from him
Its a hard time for me but its an experience for me
Just the debts is too heavy until I cannot refund within a short time
Am not even hate THOSE but myself too
I dont know why and how these could happened within a short time
But they did, without my expectation
I hope, I really hope
I can get rid of these annoying feeling from me
By the way tell you what?
Its so f*cking pissed of with her stupid childish attitude
*I've not tell you yet but soon and not here*
Am I like that when I was that age?
Are you?
This world really such "creative" until so many patterns come out
I'll forgive for sure
But will never forget how I've been treated
Okay lar...
Going to continue my assignment =)
Annyong~



~Vone